Excuse Me,Can it Take Your Time a LIL?

Hey Just Wanna Ask you. How you feel if you're being me!

When you was

 You've gotten 

and

You feel so weak, can't do anything, hard to move, maybe yoou feel wanna die. So you can't do some activities that you must do, like school or whatever. When you feel better to do that things, you back to school, and your friends told you that some people

about your condition, mocking you and say some bad thing about you when you wasn't there, whereas there's other people that have more unimportant problem that wasn't attend that things .
That's kinda bad things right? I feel very 

to them.
And other problem comes, when your bestie told you that your other bestfriend turn into rebel in school like this:

it makes you worry, right? And about many homeworks that you haven't done yet, and the dmn test and many moree. Arrrrrh that's all really makes me CRAZY